9 Jan 2016 (Saturday)
A day to remember:
1. Attended Annie's wedding lunch at noon, was writing my name on an angpao while on my way to the wedding lunch place...After the wedding proceeded with yamcha with Yuan Fai & Kechun.
Then I realized something, ehh how come the Angpao money still in my wallet geh.... Oh shit! I gave them an empty angpao in the wedding!
Damn immediately I called Annie to tell her of this story, she is said it is ok. But I insisted for her bank account number, not actually to save my name/face, mayb abit... but more into giving her a blessing of marriage... Wat a day, piu
Met alot of high school friends in the wedding, our table's laughters are non stop till we dont want to leave the table lol, so much to talk & catch up... (13 years of friendship)
Today read a news about an old folks home, because of depreciation of RM & also rising of taxes & inflation of goods prices, the people are suffering. The old folks home's income (money/ food) reduced by 40%, the kesian thing is they are hardly able to find a bag of plain rice left in the house. There were about 120 over old folks in the house & averagely about RM1000 per month needed to support each of them, roughly about RM150k monthly to run that old folks home. Wow, I was thinking where can I get so much money per month to support them le... this is just 1 old folks home, what about a few more?
My dream is to set up foundations to assist the old, sick & and strays...the amount of money needed is so much... So I was thinking, I need to have millions income monthly to do so, is it possible? Are you afraid & want to back out? My answer is it is achievable, but not through my strength, but my Father Lord Jesus. I believe God will open door for that as long as I keep my consistency, perseverance & faith.
Talking about sharing testimony, truly thank God to open a door in yday's wedding lunch among my table of friends, 1 fren asked me, you are now a Christian right, why did you convert from Buddhist...
Haha I was thinking ini kali lar, finally lar the chance came! So I told them (the whole table was listening) it is because when my father ended up in ICU, I saw a miracle that happened. The doctor said he has tried his best, asked us to prepare our hearts that my dad will go anytime... When I heard that, my eyes can oli see darkness, total darkness... but ofcoz I can oli see darkness because it was at the night.
I loss hope, I didn't know what to do, I supposed to go for Indonesia mission trip a week later but I just can't. My mission trip team visited me & the first thing I told my mentor (a lady) was that my dad is going to die...Just couldn't stop my tears from coming out...She gave me a book written in chinese, content is about all the healing miracles Jesus had performed extracted from the Bible...
Everyday I would read this book to my dad, he was unconscious, but I know he hears it, & before that, I started with songs, I duno many songs, I just keep repeating this... Chorus: " Ya Abba Bapa, ini aku anakmu, layankan lar seluruh hidupku..." I would hold his hand at look at the windows, why windows? Because I saw sun lights through windows & it a display of hope and longing Jesus to come... but my faith is just very little
At 1 night, while I was sleeping, I heard a voice saying 3 words- "Trust your God". I opened my eyes, it is already in the morning... so I went to change cloth before heading to hospital, I took out this shirt of mine, there are some scratches on the front and I have been wearing it for month, that day I realized that the scratches is actually a Jesus'es drawing... Now I know the one who told me the 3 words was Jesus... then I more gang ho to read the book to my dad... & I did a confession also, I told God that for the rest of my life, I would only believe in Him, Jesus.
Unfortunately, day after day, my body was getting weaker (lack of sleep & no appetite), I was down with fever, flu & sore throat. I went to see a well known doctor & had medication, usually my body will turn better after 1 round of medication, but that's not the case this round. 2nd day, I went to another doctor again, same thing happened, 3rd day I went to d one I least trust, UM hospital clinic, RM1 fees. At the night, I pray to Jesus: God, please heal me, my dad is in ICU waiting for me, I cannot fall..". You know that, miraculously the fever was gone totally the next day! Praise the Lord.
While I was resting at home, my dad's condition turned better as well, he was transferred to a normal ward from ICU ward. Actually the cause of his illness was because of a gall stone that cause a hole in his gallbladder, and the bacteria in the gall bladder went throughout entire body through blood circulation, his body was full with bacteria that time. Later on my dad was sent for a scan, the doctor realized that the gall stone was disappeared... Praise God!
I didn't tell the whole details to my friends but the summary of it, yet Jack said he was very encouraged by the story, I would say God presence is working in us la,.. It was truly a blessed time that I could share this story with my friends, coz I am used to be a joker, also The Blur to them, haha although I am still Blur, but I also believe they see the different KahFai now after this story of how Jesus work in our life...
Peace out...
Sunday, January 10, 2016
Monday, December 28, 2015
28 Dec- A day to recall things that happened in the past
After starting working with this IT company as a recruiter, honestly it is damn stressful, my colleague told me if one could stand this working environment, one could survive anywhere else.. I pondered over the statement & I think is pretty true duh, but at the same time the word "resignation" keep popping up in my mind as my team was restructuring & a few seniors left the team, but hey just go with the flow lo, if tak jadi also don't force it out lar at least I have given my best- as to fulfill the promise I made to God...to give my best.
On 22nd Dec, it was my very special day, while I was on my way to work just passed through Chi Cheong Kai (Petalling Street). my car produced some super weird sound and started shaking when I was on the run, too bad I just couldn't stop my car aside as I was on a highway. I managed to stop under the bridge after Sungei Besi airport, I got down my car and looked, DAMN my car tyre got punctured, I tried looking for tools to change the tyre but no where to find. So I called my MSIG insurance to request them to send one person over for assistance, then I was happily listening to worship songs in the car, praying and asking God for help, I always disturb God hahaha & I find myself very fan(Cantonese) at times keep asking the same thing over & over again...
30-45mins later the technician arrived, then I realized there is actually tools in my car for me to change my tyre... suan lar... The malay guy (didn't get his name) is very nice asking me not to help, he scared my almost pure white shirt got dirty, haha but I don't care one lar for someone growing in a kampung playing with dirt...I helped to move the tyre and sooner the work was done... quickly I cabut for office lor
On the same night my good fren May wanna treat me an early birthday dinner, but I have to fetch her from Subang airport, so I followed Waze mana tahu it took me an hour from Cyber and ended up at a dark, secluded factory area, lol it was at the back of Subang airport. So I have to make a big round turn. Then I picked up my fren & we headed to Oasis Square at Ara Damansara, it was a very happening place according to May's fren...
Haha but the truth is the whole place seems quiet that night except for some restaurants packed with customers. Somehow the place I wanna park was full with cars, so I parked in front of a closed shop which looked like a walk way as there is a slope on it. So v makan at a western restaurant but the food was quite bad. Y? the carbonara I had have some weird taste & the prawn my fren ordered was not fresh at all, the only good thing is we chit chat lo...
So we went to my car after makan,Ehh... Oh No, tyre kena clammed. Very soon an Indian guy (not meant to be racist) with a motor approached us and he said we need to pay a fine of RM100 for parking illegally, wow it was the most expensive clamming fees I had ever heard of in my entire life...then d guy said can help to unlock it if we pay him RM50, wow it was like still so expensive, 1 more thing is there is not a single term saying that RM100 will be fined if the car is clammed on the saman. So we asked the guy where is their office and we went and check, after 20 minutes, we still can't locate the office as it was closed & no one picks up the office phone.. So eventually we went to the security guard house and the first person we met asked us to pay RM100 for the fine, ofcoz we refused to give in, we asked for the clause saying the clamming fees is RM100 & asked to speak to the boss, then the supervisor came & seemed he wants to settle the things low, asked us to pay RM20 and the person will unlock the lock for us after arguing with him. Ya that's the story...
1 thing to mention, my fren May actually did 99% of the talking as they were conversing in Malay & she could speak Malay well coz she is a Kelantanese.. My Malay language is broken & that's the day I realized that you'll get bullied if you don't actually speak proper language...
Still thank God for the journey mercy, protection, experience gained & friendship...
On 22nd Dec, it was my very special day, while I was on my way to work just passed through Chi Cheong Kai (Petalling Street). my car produced some super weird sound and started shaking when I was on the run, too bad I just couldn't stop my car aside as I was on a highway. I managed to stop under the bridge after Sungei Besi airport, I got down my car and looked, DAMN my car tyre got punctured, I tried looking for tools to change the tyre but no where to find. So I called my MSIG insurance to request them to send one person over for assistance, then I was happily listening to worship songs in the car, praying and asking God for help, I always disturb God hahaha & I find myself very fan(Cantonese) at times keep asking the same thing over & over again...
30-45mins later the technician arrived, then I realized there is actually tools in my car for me to change my tyre... suan lar... The malay guy (didn't get his name) is very nice asking me not to help, he scared my almost pure white shirt got dirty, haha but I don't care one lar for someone growing in a kampung playing with dirt...I helped to move the tyre and sooner the work was done... quickly I cabut for office lor
On the same night my good fren May wanna treat me an early birthday dinner, but I have to fetch her from Subang airport, so I followed Waze mana tahu it took me an hour from Cyber and ended up at a dark, secluded factory area, lol it was at the back of Subang airport. So I have to make a big round turn. Then I picked up my fren & we headed to Oasis Square at Ara Damansara, it was a very happening place according to May's fren...
Haha but the truth is the whole place seems quiet that night except for some restaurants packed with customers. Somehow the place I wanna park was full with cars, so I parked in front of a closed shop which looked like a walk way as there is a slope on it. So v makan at a western restaurant but the food was quite bad. Y? the carbonara I had have some weird taste & the prawn my fren ordered was not fresh at all, the only good thing is we chit chat lo...
So we went to my car after makan,Ehh... Oh No, tyre kena clammed. Very soon an Indian guy (not meant to be racist) with a motor approached us and he said we need to pay a fine of RM100 for parking illegally, wow it was the most expensive clamming fees I had ever heard of in my entire life...then d guy said can help to unlock it if we pay him RM50, wow it was like still so expensive, 1 more thing is there is not a single term saying that RM100 will be fined if the car is clammed on the saman. So we asked the guy where is their office and we went and check, after 20 minutes, we still can't locate the office as it was closed & no one picks up the office phone.. So eventually we went to the security guard house and the first person we met asked us to pay RM100 for the fine, ofcoz we refused to give in, we asked for the clause saying the clamming fees is RM100 & asked to speak to the boss, then the supervisor came & seemed he wants to settle the things low, asked us to pay RM20 and the person will unlock the lock for us after arguing with him. Ya that's the story...
1 thing to mention, my fren May actually did 99% of the talking as they were conversing in Malay & she could speak Malay well coz she is a Kelantanese.. My Malay language is broken & that's the day I realized that you'll get bullied if you don't actually speak proper language...
Still thank God for the journey mercy, protection, experience gained & friendship...
Monday, October 26, 2015
-The draft back in end of year 2008... publish it now as I think I Kiss Dating Goodbye is a good book especially for those who are looking for an answer in boy girl relationship...in God's intended way... I'm sure you'll be amazed by what you will find out... (Grammar abit out la last time but the content is the essence).
"This morn while in hospital teman dad 4body checkup... i read d book "i kissed dating goodbye"...
"This morn while in hospital teman dad 4body checkup... i read d book "i kissed dating goodbye"...
i jus learned alot frm thr...
this caught my heart " joy of intimacy is the reward of commitment", means i realized tat i muz do wats best for others by nvr asking for intimacy if im nt able to meet d commitment level.
Nw i decided no more dating in rest of life...
D reasons y i stop dating is not tat i donwan to get married, or donwan enjoy romance, is because i realized i ned to wait on romance until i can match my pursuit of intimacy with my pursuit of commitment...
i wan d best 4both..."
Sunday, October 25, 2015
Sunday:
Things that happened today...
Afternoon- Went to meet Eric with Chee Keong, our tai goh from Uber, to discover on how to maximize earning per trips and what are the preventive steps to be taken... And ended up we joined him for Grab Car as it has a fairer management for both drivers & passengers.
We went to this photostat shop in PJ to have our documents printed for GC registration. This 50yrs ++ lady that we met is from Muar, had a chit chat to find out how she was doing after UTAR PJ moved as in my thought that those photocopy shops operated near University have students as their main customers base. Thank God hers is otherwise...
Apart from that, she was quite rejoicing when shared on the stuff in Muar, especially food haha, who doesn't love food especially Malaysian, eg: Otak Otak, seafood, and the curry chicken with bun was just too awesome not to mention...
Later at noon, I brought Chee Keong to my church Glad Tidings PJ for a visit, brought him to the most significant area of our church:
The Prayer Tower: which was located on the top floor, prayers move God's heart... it is so real to me.
2nd, the sports area: I'm so glad God give us this sport facilities to play for free, there're badminton courts, basketball court, ping pong for us to play & its free haha.. To someone who is kiam siap like me play averagely 3 hours of badminton on Sunday...
3rd, the beverages machines with coffee,milo, ice-lemon tea & so on... the unique thing is the drink cost us RM0.10 cents per cup, where else to find honestly especially with this GST implementation, falling our rinngit, retracement of foreign investment fund, unstable political situation, too much to share... Definitely I'm thankful for the blessing and subsidy given by church for this, unlike the petrol subsidy, ironically we pay less for petrol after we had our country's petrol subsidy being taken off.
Anyhow today I accidentally teared my leg muscle tissue while playing badminton, thank God i feel ok right now.. Kenneth, Issac, Steven & myself are the constant badminton players, we always talk BS during the games, such a joyful moment hahaha...
Back to a day earlier, Saturday... Meet up with my Biz partner (Ivan, Steven, Yong Yi & Tu Ping) to discuss further on our biz direction, will reveal what is it in the future... It was a pretty good session to at least to clear some stones that are in our ways...
After that around 930pm I met MayXian my ex-colleague, we went to KFC makan and chit chat, I think she is one of the girls that I could chat alot with, but most of the time she will do the talking & i will be take the listener's role...
We proceeded to 2nd round at mamak & finished around 130am...good friend is not found easily... she is one of them...
Right now, it is 11:14pm, 3 things remained to be settled for today:
1. Continue online trading course
2. Feed stray cats later ( a worried-some thing is that there are already more than 20 cats to date compared to the time in February which has only a few, their reproductive system is working too hard)
3. Pray to God, our God Jesus is a kind God, He will always care for His children... through prayers I found Him more real to me...
Ciao,
Retwer
Things that happened today...
Afternoon- Went to meet Eric with Chee Keong, our tai goh from Uber, to discover on how to maximize earning per trips and what are the preventive steps to be taken... And ended up we joined him for Grab Car as it has a fairer management for both drivers & passengers.
We went to this photostat shop in PJ to have our documents printed for GC registration. This 50yrs ++ lady that we met is from Muar, had a chit chat to find out how she was doing after UTAR PJ moved as in my thought that those photocopy shops operated near University have students as their main customers base. Thank God hers is otherwise...
Apart from that, she was quite rejoicing when shared on the stuff in Muar, especially food haha, who doesn't love food especially Malaysian, eg: Otak Otak, seafood, and the curry chicken with bun was just too awesome not to mention...
Later at noon, I brought Chee Keong to my church Glad Tidings PJ for a visit, brought him to the most significant area of our church:
The Prayer Tower: which was located on the top floor, prayers move God's heart... it is so real to me.
2nd, the sports area: I'm so glad God give us this sport facilities to play for free, there're badminton courts, basketball court, ping pong for us to play & its free haha.. To someone who is kiam siap like me play averagely 3 hours of badminton on Sunday...
3rd, the beverages machines with coffee,milo, ice-lemon tea & so on... the unique thing is the drink cost us RM0.10 cents per cup, where else to find honestly especially with this GST implementation, falling our rinngit, retracement of foreign investment fund, unstable political situation, too much to share... Definitely I'm thankful for the blessing and subsidy given by church for this, unlike the petrol subsidy, ironically we pay less for petrol after we had our country's petrol subsidy being taken off.
Anyhow today I accidentally teared my leg muscle tissue while playing badminton, thank God i feel ok right now.. Kenneth, Issac, Steven & myself are the constant badminton players, we always talk BS during the games, such a joyful moment hahaha...
Back to a day earlier, Saturday... Meet up with my Biz partner (Ivan, Steven, Yong Yi & Tu Ping) to discuss further on our biz direction, will reveal what is it in the future... It was a pretty good session to at least to clear some stones that are in our ways...
After that around 930pm I met MayXian my ex-colleague, we went to KFC makan and chit chat, I think she is one of the girls that I could chat alot with, but most of the time she will do the talking & i will be take the listener's role...
We proceeded to 2nd round at mamak & finished around 130am...good friend is not found easily... she is one of them...
Right now, it is 11:14pm, 3 things remained to be settled for today:
1. Continue online trading course
2. Feed stray cats later ( a worried-some thing is that there are already more than 20 cats to date compared to the time in February which has only a few, their reproductive system is working too hard)
3. Pray to God, our God Jesus is a kind God, He will always care for His children... through prayers I found Him more real to me...
Ciao,
Retwer
Friday, October 9, 2015
After 6 years...it was quite funny looking back what I have wrote last time...
I'm writing here again to record some diq tak of my journey as I'm lazy putting it in my note book...
Things changed abit this year, started my shares investment & got my 1st dividend- Not much but definitely more than FD & in a shorter time. A milestone begins with a single step ya...
But my priority it's more like the analysis of the graph, company background & how they perform, how good are the current management team, what are the impact on their decisions made thus far...
After going thru all those, it may be after 2 months for my speed, yet it is a fulfilling ones.
Thank God for the opportunity & the people I met along the way, shall continue again...
Retwer
I'm writing here again to record some diq tak of my journey as I'm lazy putting it in my note book...
Things changed abit this year, started my shares investment & got my 1st dividend- Not much but definitely more than FD & in a shorter time. A milestone begins with a single step ya...
But my priority it's more like the analysis of the graph, company background & how they perform, how good are the current management team, what are the impact on their decisions made thus far...
After going thru all those, it may be after 2 months for my speed, yet it is a fulfilling ones.
Thank God for the opportunity & the people I met along the way, shall continue again...
Retwer
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
wanna thank God!
Amazing things happened...
for my job-interview
1 case usualy i spent about 25-30 minutes..
.my fastest record was 20minutes for 1 case.
but 2day i used 1 interpreter.... then he said 2day is hiis 1st time...
so i pray to God tat eveythings works well
...... wat happened was... i did a case with 12minutes, then constantly 15 minutes per case...
when i doing the case, i just keep on thinking like wow God... u realy great to me...
when u dont expect & u'll get....
all glory to Him our God!
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