i sense something...

i know tat mirarcles is going to happen...through HIM

Confession

jus viewed sherine's friendster's blog... inside mentioned bout d activities cf had.. orang asli mission trip in kemendor, hungry ghost event, daily strungles so on...

it reminds me of 1 thing.... my batch(nw yr 3 sem3)..used to be d most passionate & unity group especialy during y1s2 & y2s1, y2s2....

like kemendor orang asli, b4 v go... v'l ask ppl pray 4us... & v realy pray corporately...

and v also passionate for praise and worship.. exciting every single activities tat do together in CF weekly or outside... 

like NS trip... when tat time v heard of it... v're so excited... wondering hws d ppl thr,hw isit look like... hw 2talk & lead in BM.... nw is like "huh..go again ar... not free la, busy"

interfaculty is worst.....no mr d interest to go 4it....adi focus on wat shouldnt b...

bout mission trip to indonesia... v put God at 1st place... hav very strong faith in Him, beliving Him for mirarcles...

 1 example is tat even 2mr is midterm o assignment due date... for us... nothing is greater than doing work for Christ.. v'l stil come for cg, prepare for mission trip... meeting... fund raising... al sorts of thing... we don afraid at all of d unfinished assignement & preparation for midterm..& keep on praying for god's strength & wisdom...

i jus wanna ask... where are we now?.... i wanna c d gang & d spirit v used to have for God,for bro & sis for non-christian!! d unity..... 

nw d situation is like even few days b4 midterm o assignment.. adi worry... keep on focus on it & somehw loss our truth self for pursuing accomplishment of study & task... God is adi behind of assignment,theses,midterm.... do v stil hav faith in Him belivin tat His mirarcle in our studies,stress,life....

nw is like don even care much of wats going on in cf, in church, in personal interction wit others...

as long as v can skip d duty then v'l try to avoid... 

d heart is no longer thr... wats left is jus d god given ability within us... 

cell group based system in CF is good.. but somehw it cause us loss contact wit other sis & bro in christ... altot thr's combine meeting... but always dissapoint as d openess of members' heart is not thr...oli stick 2its own gang... & jus take it as 1activites.."d word- christian fellowship is adi meaningness"... even during P&W in meeting, v sing bcoz of al ppl sing... 

d heart to sing & praise Him in unity couldnt b found....tend to b shy bcoz no good voice...so on...

Cell group system can oli build relationship among cell group members not bro & sis in other cells  unless v take initiative to care for them... can v name out who is in whose cg.. wat is he o she facing nw... duno at all... tis is also wat i shared wit joel yday...

easter...makes us worry... no commitment.. yes mayb... for our part... try do as little as can... better not involve so much as v'r in d final sem...if nt juniors cant grow & take over... yes is right... but ru stil rmb wat v said when pass d task to junior?

V said v'l guide,lead... not oli task... spiritually leading them to handle things... r v doing wat v promise ??? some yes but some not...

Lord... can i see again mirarcle happen within us? as how U bring us together 2serve U wit al our heart & soul... love 1another, care for each other...& believing Oli U can bring us back to d initial stage... d 1st love v used to hav for U in unity... 

wat i share is out of my heart...

erhhh... is abit like funeral punya pic...............(d frame is  present frm cherry..)

haha...tis is my look when put on specs...(then huzmates wil called me "shi wen bai lei")

  

     christmas present frm weiqi (stil duno is dog o bear??)

  

little gift for myself frm KT

        Birthday + christmas gift frm jen

(is amazing to c tat d bear is wearing a finger size watch..wow.. hw she gt it 1??)

present frm my angel Miao Miao 

(haha...i like it.. LOVE+ SMILE )

jus bck frm cg n nw start studyin 4taxation exam later.....God i trust in U

stil doing international business assignment...

yday slept 2hours... head nw feel pening... but wil cont work til d very end!

bcoz of 1 man = darren... al 8 tutorial groups are facing d same prob...

1st time unable to find info at all!... hw 2find info bout hw economic transition in brazil will affect nivea comp of Brazil ? keep finding but no outcome...if any1 has an idea pls let me know...appreciate it alot...

cant write based on our knowledge coz ned citation...

2mr portfolio management test...taxation on thurs d...alot memorizing..wat a week...Father,may u give me wisdom...

try hear it

jus heard tis song frm fren's blog... very nice... 

My Valentine... not oli to loves 1 but also to God

by Martina Mcbride(duno ho's tat)

My Valentine

Joy in heart

tis week super stress... 

actualy im not tat kind of person wil share my burdens wit others....but 

joel pls pray for me if can...

International Biz assignment-tutor--darren(i gues joel & jas remember him well)

Taxation exam: is killing 1...

normaly mid-term o assignments would nt stress me up til tis level... but tis sem differ story...

i realy ned prayer frm u ya.....do let me know if u ned me pray 4u too...thx

soon...

very soon...

coming soon.....

happie 4fren ho is going to paktor...(courting) she found her true 1..haha...nw they moving slowly...

& also realy happie 4 a fren ho i tot he's paktor..ing as he stated "in a relationship" & "its true" in facebook... mana tahu, kena cheated!!  wasted al my excitement!....dah...wanna kena him gao gao d... 

at least he told me d whole story b4 announced d truth in facebook... 4giv him tis time..

2mr cg test... plenty to study... no time...god help

& d script 4drama realy stress me up(should say frightened me up!!)... 1month left oli...meanwhile busy wit al sorts of things...

wil i able to do it? wil miracle happen like in previous christmas night?

CG jusnw....

as valentines' day jus past... v're sharing wat love is al bout...

is quite interesting as v divided into guys & girls group... then hav a competition...

discover bout 1 Corin 13: 4-7...inside there are total of 15 aspects about love...

Question... can v able to do al of tat?

in man... so far din c ...

but v can... as god wants us to be christ-like... so v can acheive al 15aspects...

bout love... is long suffering... is a truth(new king james version)... others said love is patient...

but at d end stil worth it...godbless

happie... released...thesis jus pass up 2day!!!

valentine (i like tis name)

tis yr valentine's day is quite different...

normaly wil hang out wit d loves 1... as wat usual ppl would do...

& im single tis day... but somehw is definetely God tat made me felt tat im nt alone... i hav frens duh... they teman me al d way up

seeing my huzmate pikat by a guy..d guy was asking whr she's... as my huzmate doesnt like him...

then jus told him bck hometown d...

& knowing d guy bringing d giant bear(bout 1.2m height) wit him by bus & ktm to her hometown jus to giv her tis bear & others hand made gifts..

& later knowing her stil in sglong then bck hr again 2 pass her d valentine's day gifts... 

my huzmate jus wondering y he did tat!!! is not worth it at al as alredi rejected him...

& i told her... "cant blame him, i may do d same too if i realy fell in love wit a gurl...but d difference is... i'll make sure d gurl also felt d same in me.. if nt... wil get d case worst.." as wat ppl said... love is blind..

i would start bgr in future... but b4 tat, let me really able to love God wit al my heart,soul,mind 

nw i also involve in BGR...hehe..............is Boy-God-Relationship...

tel a honest thing... im realy realy a bad guy duh... so dont get close wit me jus like tat LOL... if nt.. cant imagine

any suggestion?

regarding camera....

i spotted this... Fujiflim FinePix J150w(cost 899)... with good specs..... But duno whether Fujiflim is a trustable brand o not.... 

any1 know bout Fujiflim?

& actualy im looking for a camera tat max cost bout $800, any recommendation? 

as planning to get "my desire" home by tis week...

lets sing a song....

4..3...2...1

is all about Jesus...
is all about the way He change our life...

is all about Jesus...
is all about the Lord that cant be denied...

He lives in our heart to Him
He is the reason that we sing...

Hallelujah..
Halle..lujah

We praise Your Name....mmnnn...

Hallelujah...
Hallelu...YAH....

We praise Jesus Name hhhmnnnnn....

--is based on my memories--'i think thrs something wrong wit d lyrics'

dah... nw stil doing thesis....

2day guitar class learned alot.. realy alot... altot maynot b much to others.. learned hammering, spamming....

stil hope i can learn mr piano b4 i leave...nw stil in beginning stage...is my dream

gt angpao frm edwin too : ) thrs a story behind...hehe

watched edwin & amy's wedding video... so romantic & beautiful

thunder coming... ciao

so far yet so near...

tis week wil b super busy wit al sorts of things

CF reunion

reunion was fantastic!!

duno hw to describe...

was so happie & joy spending time wit them!! know many new faces...

As Joel knew a girl frm UTAR... & amazing thing she jus know Joel & she brought her sis along...

when tat time joel brought them into restaurant, d ppl around jus said "wah, Joel brought beatiful girls hr wo"... then i look... realized.. eii... macam taktau mana c her b4 1...

Then flash bck d memory... LOL... she is frm my secondary too

after makan went & talk wit her..." ru frm desa perdana?"..

she replied "yes"... i said me too lar...

she said lar... no wonder i looked so familiar...

i admit tis world is jus so small... both of us are prefect too... bt remember in secondary she quite quiet 1....nw bcome talkative d....

thx to joel tat i able to meet my secondary junior in UTAR...

& d yamcha session was great in Old Town... great fellowshipping... more importantly... d food in WONG CHIEW was really good!

something touch my heart

during CNY, me & secondary frens had a reunion, somehw a fren sent sms to al members of reunion gang... saying "today celebrating kfai's birth, i'll cook dinner tonight" 

is like 'wow, im so touch as i nt oli hav fren remembering my birth, wanna cook for me somemr,even my family also wont do tat'

thank god he's a guy...if not......

pray o Lord tat take care of 2mr's journey

pray o Lord tat d issue can be solved

& hand rest of my worries into Ur Hand

in jesus name... amen!