CF is d place i experienced enjoyment, fun, happiness, joy, frenship, loveship, brother & sister's love...
i grow alot since i 1st join CF frm d time i know nothing about God altot im so called a christian to d point tat loving God is al my desire nw...
It's jus so amazing!! Al glories r given to the risen King- Jesus.
I'm a shy person definitely.... i don even dare 2talk wit a girl when i was in standard 6.. even i tried to talk, but jus cant tahan 2laugh while asking her quest...
ofcoz secondary is better off, yet stil very shy when i face @ talk to d girl i like... normally d girl d 1 made the first step rather than me... coz i shy & duno wat to do...
& i totally terrible in my eng... when study Peralihan, whatever my eng teacher asks me, i can oli say 2words... "Yes @ No"... can understand bt can hardly communicate...
Here in CF... i joined eng CF coz i wan to learn eng... at 1st when i joined i was super shy... feel very uncomfortable to come for meeting at KA401 every 2.30pm on Wed... coz im always alone, feel left out, Sheena is my classmate & both of us r d oli Christian in class... she came 4 CF meeting, bt nt al the time... sometimes hav 2purposely ask her come... coz no fren ma..
then gt 2know joel, when i 1st saw him in KA401, his style is jus so similar wit my secondary close fren... it is like i found a fren tat can connect wit... tats hw our brotherhood relationship begins, then thrs a day he ajak me go 4dinner... when i went flora waiting 4him at guardhouse, he came... & he also ajak sherine & jasmine along... at 1st i tot both of them are sis.. coz really look alike... tat's d time v gt to know each other... Stil rmb v went Azmi makan 2gether..my 1st time.. nice food...
God change me alot thru Cf & d ppl i mixed with, be honest, i don appreciate my parents & sis in past... Is God d 1 changed me... He let me c hw important family is in my life... & ended up i realy love them lots... thru d things i experience like hw my dad admitted to ICU & hw i gt d support frm frens & church... realli superb touching... nvr tot it would happen in my life
Thank God keep on changing me to b a better person, & i rmb i told God tat " if my dad dint end up in d same situation again like wat happened previously in ICU, im willing to do al things to help my dad" .. coz it is very painful in heart when d 1 u love ended up in hospital....Is Amazing tat God ans my prayer... He realli keep my dad's condition stabilized... oli thing is I ned to teman dad go hospital checkup twice a month... it is reali tiring coz ned wake up at 6sumtin morn & need wait few hours 4d queue in hospital everytime, then half day is gone... bt don mind at all & i jus wanna Thank Him...
Without God... Cf society... Cf mates... Chai Hong... Church mates... frens.... then i would nvr come to tis point of my life!! coz initially i plan to apply diploma in ktar... @ can said tat i don plan 2study after form5 coz dunwan giv family mr burden.. Its God's plan want me 2b here right nw right at tis moment...
To Be Continued.....
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