wanna thank God!

Amazing things happened...

for my job-interview

1 case usualy i spent about 25-30 minutes..

.my fastest record was 20minutes for 1 case.

but 2day i used 1 interpreter.... then he said 2day is hiis 1st time...

so i pray to God tat eveythings works well

...... wat happened was... i did a case with 12minutes, then constantly 15 minutes per case...

when i doing the case, i just keep on thinking like wow God... u realy great to me...

when u dont expect & u'll get....

all glory to Him our God!

feel dizzy since yday... very very.... cannot concentrate whatever i do...

n 2day i knew y... i check my blood pressure, i found out is very high..

high blood pressure nw... cannot eat oily & high cholesterol thigs nw...

Thx for d friends tat came for my convo!!

realy feel surprise when c them!

thx for d ppl who call too...

2mr thr's sales in PJ-70% off including keyboard...

wil b going thr to get 1 if posible...

i can foresee tat more & more interesting things wil come into my life...al due to God Jesus...

our friend Yeon-Ji is leaving 2day, i guess nw she was on d plane ahead to Korea d...

d 5 years promise btw us starting from 5August2009, will be ended at 5Ausgust 2014, and d promise will be revealed on 5years later.....

these days starting watching Gundam OO... seriuosly once started is hard to stop, d show is so nice...

another show was F4 in korean version... very funny too...

friday is coming... excited..wink wink

2day i did devotion in office & praying alone...

a colleague was watching... he told me tat he was inspired... he said im very good and said proud to hav me as his fren & so on...

honestly.. all credit goes to God... but actualy im not a good guy at all...very bad in all sense

try real korean food 2day, cooked by my colleague -Yeon-Ji, a dinner party b4 she left us...

was glad when see her so happie... dono how 2find a fren like her anymore after she leave...

realy full & nice food...

went Timesquare meeting up with a fren after dinner, hav a long chat at kfc...sometimes is good to share our own personal stories wit fren... learning from each other

steven came bck on fri...

wat amazed me was steven changed alot...

witness him studying d whole fri night wit my eyes... altot his pace abit slow, but can see that whatever quest o things he dont understand, he'l asked me@caleb..and he likes to talk.. somehow tat night he just non stop studyin eventough d exam is a week later...

paiseh as i & caleb keep on chatting infront of him til 3am plus.. when v sleep... steven stil said wanna cont study til finish,then he went another corner cont his work...

im very happie 2see tis steven nw...i guess chai hong wil be even mr happie if she heard tat...

after dinner at restauran sglong after church, altot v makan til full...yet me,wendy & sinhong stil went kfc makan frenfries & ice-cream & chitchat thr... d life in sglong realy relax & happie...

2day brought yeonj to Timesquare,hav a great fellowship time.. next station, sunway lagoon if possible

2mr no ned work.. 2day can enjoy to d max... sunday will bring yeonji around KL before she return Korea.. gonna miss her lots... tis girl alwix kacau me in work... without her i will hav less fun..

like her esspecialy when we exchange biblical knowledge and daily experience in life, we alwix share about God and stories and she will encourage me & her laughters alwix makes me happie...

remember d 1st day of work in UN, while i was waiting for my sis outside d gate after work... william passed by, jus saying a Hi and asking where is he going, then is d beginning of our friendship, a while later, yeonji passed by, then another Hi, haha, another friendship was built.

Then at the end sis picked up 3of us.

God realy blessed me so much... more than enough!

change my working place to sentul, is kind of not convenient ,,,foods thr also mr expensive than previously in Segambut. and d environment is very hot thr, and ned spend more time at tat place...

i noticed thrs no room for us like in Segambut for devotion...

ned find a new corner duh...

aside from tat, stil enjoyin the coming of every fri... feel really excited!

on fri took bus back sglong,

my mp3 got stolen in bus

jus bck frm sglong...

hav a chat wit chaihong tis morn, i found wat God wans me to do in UN, jus wanna say tat Lord i will decrease and You will increase

every friday back sglong for cg, paiseh la hav to borrow place to stay wit old huzmates, haha, they oli charge me water bill... so kind of them

watever stress i hav in work... always find joy when bck sglong... with the gang of friends...

God realy blessed me so much...

Yday tried out new Thai food shop in sglong, went with wendy & sin hong, waited an hour plus then oli d food come... hungry wait til not hugry d... haha, but hav a long chat.. and d dessert we tried out called red ruby, realy good! Was thinking of my thai fren tat always cook toomyam for me...

was thinking of serving God in aog.. ushering and PA once i comfirm everything, is a joy to serve together as a team...

heard nicky through yday sermon, saying that Steven change so much!!! wow... planing to take leave to visit him and also Kampar UTAR bro & sis...

story...

2day my UN refugee last interview, a laddy whose husband passed away because of being a forced labor and beaten by soldiers in Myanmar...

she need to give me a written statement about her story in her own language. at 1st, i asked her give me as fast as possible because is alredy 6pm plus, after 15 mins, i went to find her and i saw her alone writting in the room.

i went closer to her back, saw her copying the statement into another paper. then i went off and wait, after 20 mins, i felt something wrong, in my mind," did she back d ? o she gave d written statement to somebody else? i went to d same room and check again... i saw she cont writting again on d 3 piece of paper.

her act touched me as she wants to give me the best! can see that how important to her to get d refugee status in malaysia, as she is alone in Malaysia and no one to depend on,and she is going to her 50 years ...may God bless her

Talking about blessing, 2day me, sherine, yeonji,sue. 4of us were 1st time doing devotion in a quiet room in the work place before we star work. the idea was from YeonJi as she saw me reading bible quietly in office, the devotion idea jus pop up in her mind.

When we said in the starting prayer.."Thank you God for gathering us here,........" i really got touched and wanna give thanks to God for that, i could nvr ever imagine tat i could do devotion and worship Him with collegues in workplace...

I remember Alicia told me before, 2or mr ppl gather 2gether and CF is formed wherever we're.

as the plan is we will cont to do it everyday.. too bad is yeonji is going bck next month to korea when her internship ends.... she was the youth leader in her church in US duh! and 1 thing similar wit me is, our family are buddhist but we're christian as we chose to believe in Christ. this is d best choice i ever made in life.Thank you God that i able to cont worship Him wherever i am.

u're not alone... a song lyrics... frm michael jackson... father is hearing nw... he's a fan of his...

whenever u're alone.... o feel like alone... tis song can tel d truth

as we alwix hav God wit us...

i met 2 2ndary mates in UN... somehw 1of it i used to like her.... when i 1st met her in 2ndary, i know tat she's d type of girl i would like to go after... forever...even nw

used to be in d same team for PPSM marching for sports day,she's standing infornt of me(tat time many girls & oli few guys in d team, realy feel very shy)... tats d time gt to know her...

yet din even know her name... but i like her for few years altot din talk wit each other even once...erm, mayb oli once when passing by each other,she made a joke to me during sports days.

somehw tis is jus d memories of 2ndary, things has changed

happie tat got a chance to know her officialy in UN... a truly blessing frm God...

1st time interviewing refugees...

watch 1st time & start doing it... alot of things stil duno.... especialy township& village of mynmar...

kind of interesting.... each of them hav their personal story... but none is happie 1... & their life is tough hr... jus wanna try our best to help them...

May God help us thru al time... as our interview would affect d person's entire future

my 4th day of work... alot of things masuk... info kept on pumped into my head... feel like gonna burst d!...

somehow, got 2know some new frens... gt 1 new fren frm US, 1 new fren frm Korea... n so on...

i was d oli chinese guy in d entire team i guess...

haha... meet 1 secondary mate in UN too... last time v dono each other, but nw v do! haha...

i like UN as in no ned wear formally.... tats d greatest things i guess...

meanwhile, i did took bus bck to sglong for CG... i enjoy it, realy... adrian & suktheng's & joeseph & pearlyn's 1..... im happie to dwell into God's presence wit them 2gether...haha

2mr bck sglong after work, 2release stress if possible haha

.....

long time din update my blog... nw is d time

i went a road trip on setiawan,ipoh,penang wit cf mates, is quite happening & fun, i realy enjoy d laughter v had,& i sprained my neck at d 1st day of penang trip... is painful wei!

1st time... in d midst of a trip, al members follow me for a tukang urut place haha...

meanwhile some ppl took advantage to bully me when i hardly can turn my head...cant look up, look left.... moving like a robot!!!

i dont enjoy at al in d trip when i cant even turn my head... walk few steps wil kena 1 attack on neck... no smile on my face... til reaching d night, i was slowly recovering... tat was d time i began to start my revenge haha!!!

jus went on an interview on mon... United Nation.....d post is registration clerk, mainly is to interview d refugees frm sri lanka, pakistan, myanmar and so on... access into their life to know whether they're qualified as getting a status as refugee in m'sia & make sure their rights are protected...

& on fri i gt an email notice bout an offer of tat job to me.. i adi told god b4 i went for tat interview, if i am able to get d 2nd interview or tat job, is realy god's grace!!! coz i personally know my level especially in Eng proficiency... no so good... & d job requires 5yrs working experience... im jus a fresh grad...

everything is god... i can jus say tat! 

MY new nick name... Ffk king.... frm a fren's sms.....

2day i experienced d joy of God.... realy amazing!!! 

somehw keep on log in restaurant city but tak jadi!!! 

duno y?

hope.... hope....& hope................

very busy nowadays til no time to online!!

BGR

hr's wat i heard frm Ps Kong Hee bout BGR....

B4 start........ Let me intro this " Love Bank"

Love Banks (every single person has tis)

*use "love units"

if a person u feel is good.. then add points into d Love Bank.... But if u dislike someone, it minus d love units in d Bank.

Love Unit Love Unit

uncomfortable -1 Comfortable +1

bad    -2 Good +2

very bad -3 Very Good +3

Ext bad    -4 Ext Good   +4

D person has d highest love units in ur Love Bank would most probably be ur spouse...

So..............

5 Woman's needs

1. Affections (i love u) ....1 Corin 7:3

a. security

b. protection

c. comfort

d. approval

   -song of solomon 4:1-9 -------------1. learn to hold hands

   2. learn to hug

   3. learn to praise

2. Conversation-- man should spend 15 hours a week for this

- share upon d common interest (things tat both like)

-philippian 2:4

3. Honesty & Openess

-share anything in ur mind(wil grow apart i dont do so) 

-for burden(dont take it alone)... coz God design man & woman take burden 2gether

4. Financial support - 1 timothy 5:8

-wife expect man earn enug to fulfill her needs

-3 budget for couple : 1.Wat u ned

  2.Wat u wan

  3.Wat u can affort

-man ned make woman feel secure in this area

5. Family commitment needs

5 needs here....

1. lots of time (15 hr a week quality family time)

2.wise disciplines-- ephesians 6:4

- purnishment is for past sins, discipline is for the future

- reward when behave good

3.proper parenting skills (to raise up a kid, is not western nor asian thing, is a kingdom thing)

4.explain rules

5.anger(control)

- when a man avoid responsibility of a father, it would loss girl's heart, loss d units in Love Bank

Now 5 Man's needs

1.Sexual Fulfillment-- 1 Corinthian 7:4-5

- Unless is for God(prayer time eg), then man & woman are allowed to separate for a moment, if not, both ned to fulfill each other emontional needs

  - God allow discrepancy btw man & woman coz He wants Love to be a blessing, enjoyment

2.Recreational Companionship (15 hours a week doing recreational activities 2gether)

-same interest activities (normaly guys prefer outdoor activities)

3.Attrative Spouse-- 1 Samuel 16:6-7

-physical attractiveness of wife/spouse

-5 important thing

1.weight control

2.make up

3.hairstyle

4.clothes

5.cosmetic surgery(based on research... tis also include like when a women's face full of pimples, can jus find ways to make her skin look smoother)

4.Domestic support

-needs peace & quiet at home (no argument if possible)--- Proverbs 17:1, Titus 2:4-5(keep a good house)

-3 steps:

1. make a list of al domestic work

Woman       (hours)             Man

 20 ------>  work  <-----    40

 30    kids 5

 10 PTJ 10

30     huz work 10

90 (not balance- total) 65

2. fair division--divide d list nearly equal or equally... as in man should take more care of kids & do more huz work..... woman should reduce it instead

3. increase Love Bank (do things tat incease emotional needs)

5. Admirarion (Ephesian 5:33-- admires him exceedingly)

- Behind every man, thr's an admirig woman

- Every man needs appreciation

- Man likes woman feels proud to be wit him

*Personally i think tis is quite true bout man... coz im a man...haha... isit true for u al, woman?

As i get a D(3 credit hour) for tax... stil undecisive whether to take sup o not until 2day

 God shown me... i got an A- for thesis(6 credit hour)... it cover bck d loss i incur in tax... praise God!!

at same time tot of joinin af gang for trip to p.pangkor,setiawan,ipoh & penang coz d paid.. 

somehow receive a call frm younger sis, she said ned to b d witness for a case in KT court coming 28th,  she ask me no ned to follow her as elder sis d take leave to teman... she wants me enjoy my trip

actualy i wish to join d trip very very much(temptation)...

Yes d trip would be fun,happie, but if anything happen to my sis, i would regret 4ever...

so hr comes d responsibility of a bro... jus pray tat God wit us & everything goes well...(no mr postpone for d case)

Everything seems like in God's Plan

has been attending city harvest church for stone talk & BGR talk from pastor 'Kong Hi' frm singapore....

learn alot frm him about God....

discover new sight of relationship....

hope it would help built up myself for future as i follow it

tis is my very 1st time get a D in UTAR... last sem somemr...

sup is on 28.. i hav a trip frm 25-29.... so? if don take... i may drop frm 2nd upper to 2nd lower class

i did not feel very sad, but jus feel dissapointed...

going to swim soon!!! thunder & rain stopped d... haha, 1st time swim in scot pine... duno hw to swim duh... jus play around 

I GOT MYSELF AN EXTERNAL HARDISK!!!

tis is wat i plan to get eversince year 1 sem 2,  finaly able to get 1!!! really realy nice & happie duh... as lately i kept on taking pics & videos & my com left oli 2GB hardisk space... 

everytime i ned delete some nice movies in my comp jus to clear up mr spaces for pics... now no more d!

realized tat i dint blog mr than a week.... coz lately realy no time... nw i hav a little...

job... is something im frustrating wit... so skip

uploading some pics on facebook....

later going to help janice moves house...

no more seeing her d............... as we alwix take dinner 2gether......(3 or 4 of us)

..nw oli can meet in d coming trip wit us & jas is leaving 2day too

feel not good as watching ppl leaving 1 by 1...

anyway.. i know God has His purpose in our life... v stil link 2gether altot in differ places...

Thank God

this is my handphone 'bag'??

i bought it 2geter wit shereen lai & wendy in jusco wit a discounted price...

& sherine poh ask ' u gt use it 1 meh?... is actualy my 1st time use it... jus wanna try sumtin new...

n bcoz of this bag... it save my phone 2day....

i accidentely drop it(wit hp inside) 

then i find hr & thr... tak dapat... later i slowly search place by place....

& i found it!!! is outside my house gate..on d road...  i pick it up..  thx God d bag is in black color... so no 1 notice it coz very dark outside...

& d bag is wet & d battery cover came off(gt water thr)... Thank God d water din kena d sim card... if not i woud hav a big prob then 

i think d car went over d hp.... tats y d batery cover change shape(sakit hati).... & amazingly... d screen is alright... not even a single sracth shown... Thank God for tat

Thank God for giving me tis bag... it comes at d right timing... love tis bag duh

jus 1 mr paper... portfolio management 2mr noon then say bye bye to every1..... nw cover 30% left 70% to go

over the mountains and the seas....

gotta graduate in 2days.....

people that i linked wit.... if wanna c them....

is realy ned go over mountains & the seas....

miss u guys...

Retwer: my blog is under maintenaince for 1day

jusnw sing k... al of us out of tune.... gaogao...haha... quite enjoyable duh... 

tis is d anime im watching nw... i watched tis since 3years back... recently watched again.. my 3rd time... tis is d best animation to me(i think in my entire life)... 

realy touched my heart alot especialy the spirit the characters have.... learned alot frm tis...

going out sing K

cant wait d

wonderful

haha.... Nikita played till wanna cried d(d most right)

I played tis once in genting... & i told myself i'll nvr play it again for d rest of my life....haha (unless he@ she realy need me teman lar).... 

i'l go again....

attending cousin wedding dinner later...leaving soon...

looking at surrounding...... my room....

listen to some christian songs....

quiet yet not...

enjoyin d peace tat God given me....

thank Him for d wisdom he gave me to handle my tax ... altot i may fail d paper

yday morn too worry bout d paper... devotion, jus right i devotion on proverbs... bout wisdom...

know tat He wants me to get wisdom frm Him to handle my tax.... & inside He told 'dont b afraid....'

also thx my Cf frens tat gave me alot encouragement for Tax.... 

"never give up & miracle could happen thru God"..... my mind very tired & not enug sleep....

i keep on telling myself tis during exam tis morn.... 30% quest duno how to do at all.... 70% oli know bout half..... yet i bever give up & bliving God wil help .......

tis is 2nd time i encounter tis situation after Y1S1 Math 1 paper..... but tis 1 even worst...

1 thing good now is-- im draw myself mr closer to God... tats d greatest thing i gain thru tis exam week....

my dad is in hospital for operation 2day on gallblader....worry bout him

on d other hand... very worry bout taxation, is on thurs...d oli sub i failed in midterm.....nw know nothing bout d sub

very stress coz no enug time 2study if i go hospital visit dad........ yet i'l go....

jus can keep on praying..... God....

P.Pangkor... d 1st time i went was in Form 5....... d place tat almost hav taken my life... Thx God for saving me & thx my fren

Now... going again as farewell trip...

i dont like to hear tis word 'farewell'... yet it is

i bliv is not d program o how fantastic d place is tat can bring fun....

anywhere v go, it would stil be d same...(not apply for all)

Is d people tat makes d difference... eventough jus go jalan-jalan around sglong..

u would find it happening... but it depends ho u go wit...

hide & seek... tis game always play while i was young

nw play again... but no more hiding... jus seek

air bali frm janice.... haha taste not bad..... her bf must b very blessed 

Bleesing

im down wit fewer this morn...now stil.... forehead & body feeling hot....

somehow when i have nothing to drink bsides water.... Jasmine & dihhao blessed me with 1.5 litre 100plus....

Later on, a leung sui was bought by steven for me....

As having fever, im staying at home so hav nothing to eat, a kuih was blessed by huzmate as she said her mom made it but she giv it to me....

never forget sherine will offer me vitamin C when i hav fever

Really wanna thank God for everything He provides...'so sweet' tis word i normaly heard from girls but now i realy wanna said all these are so sweet to me... 

Truly blessed to have such lovely bro & sis in christ... 

jus bck!!! has been out 4so so long... but realy hav a fun & good time....haha... hope d time doesnt pass so fast...

jus watch a show... 'shinjuku incident'... is nice for me... coz im a guy... maynot b so nice for a girl..haha alot of action inside... gelli...alot of blood.... hand gone... erhh

dinner also not bad...

 & " considered" i was in musical night jusnow...

ohya.. need start packing d as jus 6more hours later, i wil go for X-camp...yeah!

miss

i miss d fellowship wit classmates!! 

yday...my classmate 1 big gang went to kajang makan dinner 2gether... oli 4 ppl din join... im 1 of them.... i hav dinner wit cg frens & hav a movie night...lol...miss it

coming fri... class going to genting, i wanted to go! but got camp... & on sunday... my subang 2 church has an easter event!! drama... yet cant go..but tis 1 feel not so bad as im don hav strong desire to go.. 

my classmate always complain i din join them..so sorry to them...coz im not free...even yday my huzmate were so glad tat i able to join them yamcha at old town...haha..they said: "is amazing u're here wit us"...haha...

later they go watch movie "fast & furious"...a nice show.. but i jus watch it yday!!!

This is my class pic when outing to greenbox..... al guys in class are present...haha oli 4 of us..

thr are 7 more girls absent... 

many of us had changed.... d look(bcome more lengcai & lenglui hehe).. & d way v are... but its definetely a memorable 1 as we're meant to be classmate for 3-4years... not easy... appreciate them alot! wow...

last week i suppose incharge of prayer meeting, but somehow due to easter, postponed to tis morn... & prepared it til 2.30am yday....

mana tahu... tis morn when i wake... clock shows 8.30!!!....

quickly call joel to ask hows it's................

Realy Thank God that God arrange tatkian & miau kheng to take over it... as they duno i supposed to incharge tis week.... everything is under His control....

is like how i being transformed by Him... is amazing for d experiences i went through since young till now... now is my 4th life.. as God keep on protect me til now... from my heart....Thank You

finally, come to d day whr soul b saved.... easter night 2009...

morn wake at 7am,take bus bck kl home to take shirt then bck again.... in d bus on d way bck... alot of guys, spotted 1 super goodlooking guy sitting opposite... then look at my right... saw another handsome guy... then look left... another goodlooking 1...  was wondering hw come tis bus so many handsome guys.....yet very little gurls...

whatever its... pray God's presence b wit us 2night... a victory night

has been overnight at joel's place for 3nights for me & steven.... nice bed til dunwan wake up

something is going to happen... really... 

pray...

recently in love wit tis song... 祷告...i pray... a very touching song describing God's Love & us...

As i move on in life... realy dono wat wil i face... & ho's is going to help if unable to do something by myself? 

God told me not to place hope on ppl...bt in Him

has been a christian for 3 years plus... so fast... yet learned alot alot & alot....especialy love, in many aspects... ofcoz after learned hav2 apply if not is jus a waste...

any1 has tis show  "學警狙擊"... ?? can give me if u hav?? wanted to watch tis....thx

Spot anything wrong?

1way jesus... u d oli 1 tat i could live for.....

i bliv in 1 thing..... 

no matter how happie a person is... (outlook)... o he o she tells u his o her life is full of happiness...

but in my heart i always thinks tat he o she may face some prob in life... tat couldnt be solved...strunggle... even myself

& tis is d time God comes in & help....if d person is willing..

tis is wat easter for....(spread d grace of god)

easter.... 2years back celebrated it during kaog march in kajang..... tat time i felt very very curious bout wat is easter... i learned 2 songs frm thr, which bcome my favourite... "jesus,we entrone U & majesty" 

Now easter coming... Cf is having it... purpose? 

yday saw d unity &  happiness during drama practise, realy crazy 1...tis is also wat i'd been longing for...!!! D real of us... 

v sing, v dance, v act, v rap, v play instrument, v talk crab, v  laugh, v discuss, v eat, v share, v feel, v demonstrate, v put down our maruah.... al happened jus within few hours

............................msg received....................................

"Fui Yoh!!! U r compulsory to attend insane BBQ party!!! No excuse to ffk!!! If not, d purnishment is u need to make chicken little eat meat(coz he's a vegan)...

Time -7pm (mon) sharp start eat, come early for preparation... 

Venue : happi animal home "

..................................................................................

im looking for career... not job

direction after graduate...

msg frm chai hong:

So wats nxt after May 2009?

Ponder over these. 

1) Hebrew 11.8 " By faith Abraham... went eventhough he DID NOT KNOW WHERE HE WAS GOING.

2) Acts 20.22 Paul said, "& now, compelled by the Spirit, i am going to Jerusalem, NOT KNOWIN WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME THERE."

Yes, we dont know. Yet the rested assurance is tat God knows what He's doin!! So our attitude towards God is tat of going out of EVERYTHING, TRUSTIN IN GOD ENTIRELY. MAY our attitude be a continual" goin out" in DEPENDENCE UPON GOD...

Amen...

wanna play volleyball & ping pong! 

any1 interested pls find me ya

music... my passion... is truth...

arts... my another passion... very truth..

God... my ultimate passion... The TRUTH

plan after graduate

many frens planning to go trip wit frens, haha... even my classmates they initialy say go taiwan,then change to hongkong, then changed to thailand, nw they changed the plan to pulau langkawi...

i decided not to join them...  i'l go somewhr else.... 

tat's mission trip... tis is whr i belong & wil go for... im glad tat joel agree to join me.... nvr go wit him b4... is good to experience difficulties 2gether as bro lol... wil cont to find mr to join us...

God.. let this b a memorable moment in our life tat v able to draw closer to U as me move on to nxt level of life...   

Under Czone(Kajang AOG Church) ----------------" X CAMP "

Pls Do Join Us.... is frm 10-12 April 09

In Nur Lembah Pangsun.... including flying fox, water rafting, building climbing, waterfall...

Not oli tat... u can fellowship wit ppl & most importantly, gain sumtin frm God that u'l nvr expected....

Fees : 150

Hope to cu thr!

family has a gathering coz 2nite is my uncle punya birthday... bt duno hw old is he.... 

cant b thr as ned to b in church....

so hmnn... wish him a happie birthday... : >

My very 1st Guitar PICK!!!

thx jasmine.... like it alot!!!

initially tis monday planning to get 1 frm pasar seni... but tak sempat...haha, mana tahu jasmine  sense it...(holy spirit guide her rite)

is time 4sumtin serious...

early morn wake up did devotion 2gether wit sis...(but weather is cold, almost donwan wake d)

is so great... in a sense tat God knows d prob  v both facing... then He told us wat to do...

then v share...+ P&W..

it was my 1st time did tis wit sis... 

learning to b a sensitive person... 

is good 4me & also others i interact wit 4now o future...

jus nw ate fried chicken rice in Tajong after church service...

nw my throat pain... sob..sob 

feel stomach like having gastric...

but can't eat, coz fasting...

hav faith in God...

realize FB is realy a good communication tool...

i found bck alot my secondary mates thr & gt to kenal a little bit more of my coursemtes... coz normaly jus c oli... 

& also know abit mr bout church pastor,church frens... is kind of good la

haha.. look at d pic above... "OUR LIFE"... noticed suktheng & adrian very serasi.... both of them doing funny face lol

Fasting frm 2day til end of march... frm 12-7pm... so don ask me eat in btw tat time lol

wanna share abit.. 2day is my 1st day of fasting... somehw is amazing tat i hav peace in my heart al day... feel no much burden & worry... 

fasting & praying really powerful..

presentation of IB... kena scolded by Darren like dog... v put all effort to prepare yet he said is rubbish 2him...1st time in my 3years of uni life... 

but i wanna Thank God for it... 

i sense something...

i know tat mirarcles is going to happen...through HIM

Confession

jus viewed sherine's friendster's blog... inside mentioned bout d activities cf had.. orang asli mission trip in kemendor, hungry ghost event, daily strungles so on...

it reminds me of 1 thing.... my batch(nw yr 3 sem3)..used to be d most passionate & unity group especialy during y1s2 & y2s1, y2s2....

like kemendor orang asli, b4 v go... v'l ask ppl pray 4us... & v realy pray corporately...

and v also passionate for praise and worship.. exciting every single activities tat do together in CF weekly or outside... 

like NS trip... when tat time v heard of it... v're so excited... wondering hws d ppl thr,hw isit look like... hw 2talk & lead in BM.... nw is like "huh..go again ar... not free la, busy"

interfaculty is worst.....no mr d interest to go 4it....adi focus on wat shouldnt b...

bout mission trip to indonesia... v put God at 1st place... hav very strong faith in Him, beliving Him for mirarcles...

 1 example is tat even 2mr is midterm o assignment due date... for us... nothing is greater than doing work for Christ.. v'l stil come for cg, prepare for mission trip... meeting... fund raising... al sorts of thing... we don afraid at all of d unfinished assignement & preparation for midterm..& keep on praying for god's strength & wisdom...

i jus wanna ask... where are we now?.... i wanna c d gang & d spirit v used to have for God,for bro & sis for non-christian!! d unity..... 

nw d situation is like even few days b4 midterm o assignment.. adi worry... keep on focus on it & somehw loss our truth self for pursuing accomplishment of study & task... God is adi behind of assignment,theses,midterm.... do v stil hav faith in Him belivin tat His mirarcle in our studies,stress,life....

nw is like don even care much of wats going on in cf, in church, in personal interction wit others...

as long as v can skip d duty then v'l try to avoid... 

d heart is no longer thr... wats left is jus d god given ability within us... 

cell group based system in CF is good.. but somehw it cause us loss contact wit other sis & bro in christ... altot thr's combine meeting... but always dissapoint as d openess of members' heart is not thr...oli stick 2its own gang... & jus take it as 1activites.."d word- christian fellowship is adi meaningness"... even during P&W in meeting, v sing bcoz of al ppl sing... 

d heart to sing & praise Him in unity couldnt b found....tend to b shy bcoz no good voice...so on...

Cell group system can oli build relationship among cell group members not bro & sis in other cells  unless v take initiative to care for them... can v name out who is in whose cg.. wat is he o she facing nw... duno at all... tis is also wat i shared wit joel yday...

easter...makes us worry... no commitment.. yes mayb... for our part... try do as little as can... better not involve so much as v'r in d final sem...if nt juniors cant grow & take over... yes is right... but ru stil rmb wat v said when pass d task to junior?

V said v'l guide,lead... not oli task... spiritually leading them to handle things... r v doing wat v promise ??? some yes but some not...

Lord... can i see again mirarcle happen within us? as how U bring us together 2serve U wit al our heart & soul... love 1another, care for each other...& believing Oli U can bring us back to d initial stage... d 1st love v used to hav for U in unity... 

wat i share is out of my heart...

erhhh... is abit like funeral punya pic...............(d frame is  present frm cherry..)

haha...tis is my look when put on specs...(then huzmates wil called me "shi wen bai lei")

  

     christmas present frm weiqi (stil duno is dog o bear??)

  

little gift for myself frm KT

        Birthday + christmas gift frm jen

(is amazing to c tat d bear is wearing a finger size watch..wow.. hw she gt it 1??)

present frm my angel Miao Miao 

(haha...i like it.. LOVE+ SMILE )

jus bck frm cg n nw start studyin 4taxation exam later.....God i trust in U

stil doing international business assignment...

yday slept 2hours... head nw feel pening... but wil cont work til d very end!

bcoz of 1 man = darren... al 8 tutorial groups are facing d same prob...

1st time unable to find info at all!... hw 2find info bout hw economic transition in brazil will affect nivea comp of Brazil ? keep finding but no outcome...if any1 has an idea pls let me know...appreciate it alot...

cant write based on our knowledge coz ned citation...

2mr portfolio management test...taxation on thurs d...alot memorizing..wat a week...Father,may u give me wisdom...

try hear it

jus heard tis song frm fren's blog... very nice... 

My Valentine... not oli to loves 1 but also to God

by Martina Mcbride(duno ho's tat)

My Valentine

Joy in heart

tis week super stress... 

actualy im not tat kind of person wil share my burdens wit others....but 

joel pls pray for me if can...

International Biz assignment-tutor--darren(i gues joel & jas remember him well)

Taxation exam: is killing 1...

normaly mid-term o assignments would nt stress me up til tis level... but tis sem differ story...

i realy ned prayer frm u ya.....do let me know if u ned me pray 4u too...thx

soon...

very soon...

coming soon.....

happie 4fren ho is going to paktor...(courting) she found her true 1..haha...nw they moving slowly...

& also realy happie 4 a fren ho i tot he's paktor..ing as he stated "in a relationship" & "its true" in facebook... mana tahu, kena cheated!!  wasted al my excitement!....dah...wanna kena him gao gao d... 

at least he told me d whole story b4 announced d truth in facebook... 4giv him tis time..

2mr cg test... plenty to study... no time...god help

& d script 4drama realy stress me up(should say frightened me up!!)... 1month left oli...meanwhile busy wit al sorts of things...

wil i able to do it? wil miracle happen like in previous christmas night?

CG jusnw....

as valentines' day jus past... v're sharing wat love is al bout...

is quite interesting as v divided into guys & girls group... then hav a competition...

discover bout 1 Corin 13: 4-7...inside there are total of 15 aspects about love...

Question... can v able to do al of tat?

in man... so far din c ...

but v can... as god wants us to be christ-like... so v can acheive al 15aspects...

bout love... is long suffering... is a truth(new king james version)... others said love is patient...

but at d end stil worth it...godbless

happie... released...thesis jus pass up 2day!!!

valentine (i like tis name)

tis yr valentine's day is quite different...

normaly wil hang out wit d loves 1... as wat usual ppl would do...

& im single tis day... but somehw is definetely God tat made me felt tat im nt alone... i hav frens duh... they teman me al d way up

seeing my huzmate pikat by a guy..d guy was asking whr she's... as my huzmate doesnt like him...

then jus told him bck hometown d...

& knowing d guy bringing d giant bear(bout 1.2m height) wit him by bus & ktm to her hometown jus to giv her tis bear & others hand made gifts..

& later knowing her stil in sglong then bck hr again 2 pass her d valentine's day gifts... 

my huzmate jus wondering y he did tat!!! is not worth it at al as alredi rejected him...

& i told her... "cant blame him, i may do d same too if i realy fell in love wit a gurl...but d difference is... i'll make sure d gurl also felt d same in me.. if nt... wil get d case worst.." as wat ppl said... love is blind..

i would start bgr in future... but b4 tat, let me really able to love God wit al my heart,soul,mind 

nw i also involve in BGR...hehe..............is Boy-God-Relationship...

tel a honest thing... im realy realy a bad guy duh... so dont get close wit me jus like tat LOL... if nt.. cant imagine

any suggestion?

regarding camera....

i spotted this... Fujiflim FinePix J150w(cost 899)... with good specs..... But duno whether Fujiflim is a trustable brand o not.... 

any1 know bout Fujiflim?

& actualy im looking for a camera tat max cost bout $800, any recommendation? 

as planning to get "my desire" home by tis week...

lets sing a song....

4..3...2...1

is all about Jesus...
is all about the way He change our life...

is all about Jesus...
is all about the Lord that cant be denied...

He lives in our heart to Him
He is the reason that we sing...

Hallelujah..
Halle..lujah

We praise Your Name....mmnnn...

Hallelujah...
Hallelu...YAH....

We praise Jesus Name hhhmnnnnn....

--is based on my memories--'i think thrs something wrong wit d lyrics'

dah... nw stil doing thesis....

2day guitar class learned alot.. realy alot... altot maynot b much to others.. learned hammering, spamming....

stil hope i can learn mr piano b4 i leave...nw stil in beginning stage...is my dream

gt angpao frm edwin too : ) thrs a story behind...hehe

watched edwin & amy's wedding video... so romantic & beautiful

thunder coming... ciao

so far yet so near...

tis week wil b super busy wit al sorts of things

CF reunion

reunion was fantastic!!

duno hw to describe...

was so happie & joy spending time wit them!! know many new faces...

As Joel knew a girl frm UTAR... & amazing thing she jus know Joel & she brought her sis along...

when tat time joel brought them into restaurant, d ppl around jus said "wah, Joel brought beatiful girls hr wo"... then i look... realized.. eii... macam taktau mana c her b4 1...

Then flash bck d memory... LOL... she is frm my secondary too

after makan went & talk wit her..." ru frm desa perdana?"..

she replied "yes"... i said me too lar...

she said lar... no wonder i looked so familiar...

i admit tis world is jus so small... both of us are prefect too... bt remember in secondary she quite quiet 1....nw bcome talkative d....

thx to joel tat i able to meet my secondary junior in UTAR...

& d yamcha session was great in Old Town... great fellowshipping... more importantly... d food in WONG CHIEW was really good!

something touch my heart

during CNY, me & secondary frens had a reunion, somehw a fren sent sms to al members of reunion gang... saying "today celebrating kfai's birth, i'll cook dinner tonight" 

is like 'wow, im so touch as i nt oli hav fren remembering my birth, wanna cook for me somemr,even my family also wont do tat'

thank god he's a guy...if not......

pray o Lord tat take care of 2mr's journey

pray o Lord tat d issue can be solved

& hand rest of my worries into Ur Hand

in jesus name... amen!

ter..reunion

was in Taman Desa(my secondary) hang out yday... went yamcha b4 going to CC... 

terserempak my secondary classmates & schoolmates... din c them 4years d..

1st thing they said.." wah! ur hair!!"...haha... v had a great fellowship time

then went CC til 3am, after tat yamcha again til 4plus...

nxt week cont again

pre CNY

jus reach home... 

2day bck kl wit steven & 3of my classmates... nikita,winnie, sheena

al going bck homwtown celebrating CNY except winnie pergi timesquare..

has been talking in d bus frm d startin point-sglong til pasar seni(about 1 & haf hour journey-mayb we're too excited).. d conversation forced to end as v ned get down frm bus & went 'chi cheong kai' jalan jalan & eat..

then v found a hawker center for us to sit down &  eat... so i pergi order food...curry mee... then d tauke told me that i ned change to sit at the other side punya table as d table we're sitting nw is not under their serving territory... lol,is jus d same place... y ppl wanna make d customers difficult... at d end went makan at kfc opposite pudu raya station... thr's d place v meet sheena's younger sis... co-incident thing is.. she also called 'sherine'...lol

then steven tried using his skill to chat wit sheena's sis...haha, funny! as d sis keep on asking how old steven is... but steven was trying his best to change topic haha.. yet stil tak jadi!!... & he talk alot of sweet words.. as usual!.. i jus cant tahan & kept on laughing

ptptn jus out 2day... if v got to know earlier mayb v would go shopping but too bad is tat bus ticket adi bought ealier on...cant change... dissapointed coz i havent been buying any shirt 4CNY & i dunlike shoping alone..

bdw..happie chinese new year to U!!

nw start counting hw many days left in UTAR... 

my life gt a 180 degree change since i came hr...

i cant bliv who am i nw...!! 

frm a super shy guy to a ??? (duno hw to describe.. yet im stil shy)..

frm knowing nothing bout instruments to nw knowing sumtin bout piano, guitar, drums..

frm no friend to uncountable friends..

frm no much inner confidence to finding confidence in Him...

frm D-Blur(my secondary nick name) to DD-Blur nw...

wat a change!..

All these bcoz of 1 Men (except DD- Blur)...

U may o maynot know HIM, but He knows everyone of us...

U know who He is?

 

wanna go, but cant

wanna join, but unable

wanna tell, but unspeakable

welcoming night... 

i love 2night... it is jus so special to me & others in a way... 

im exausted... yet is worth it

but d flow is kelam kabut... 

i had tried my best...

Finally completed 4chaps of theses yday... had been working til late night 4past 3 days, finaly gt to  rest 4a while... & waiting 4supervisor scans thru d summitted parts

Yday huzmates went shopping, desire to go, but cant follow...

Yday cf gang went 4 a movie, desire to go, yet cant follow...

& Yday night while sleeping gt attacked by duno wat... as suddenly i hardly can breathe, felt tat thr's sumtin stuck inside my throat! 1st time in my life i faced such a sitution!!1

tryin very hard to breathe yet d situation is like d ppl who has 'asma'...finding very hard to even live 4a second & use alot energy jus to make a breathe...i kept on wake up & walk around... but stil tak jadi... then i keep on shouting d name of Jesus in my heart... & tat time i really worry for welcoming, as im d oli song leader 4it... if tis situation prolonged... then cf gonna face prob...jus pray to God tat i jus wanna serve U Lord.. pls heal me...

i bliv d situation last bout 1 hour... &i felt asleep after tat.... when i woke up tis morn... i able to breathe smoothly, Praise the Lord!

2night God wil fill his spirit in Logos>>> is wat i bliv in...

thesis

yday did my thesis up to 4am... 2day cont at 6pm til late night i guess.. coz ned hantar on thurs..

quite stressful, as in after run d test, d results generated r wrong! v hav 6 hypotheses, but oli 1 has relationship... meaning if v cant get it right, then byebye la...

our chap 1 ned redo, chap 2 ned correction, chap 4 half done... so far oli chap 3completed...

& got cf welcoming to incharge... May God guide us & give us wisdom for tis...

little relationship principle..

The joy of intimacy is the reward of commitment

In other word, means reconnect the persuit of intimacy with the persuit of commitment...

-- i kiss dating goodbye --

Camera...

Camera is wat i longing to hav since few years bck to keep al my sweet memories down...&&& my desire is finaly going to b fulfilled!... 

Any recommenendation frm d floor??

We can approach God oli tru His grace & sacrifice of His Son, Jesus... yet tis grace din't giv us license to be lax in our pursuit of righteousness...  

--i kiss dating goodbye--

KL Tour

D tour is coming up... main activity is makan GOOD FOOD!! whoever interested can join us...

a couple involved in a car accident, guy survived bt he lost his loves one... a tragic..d heart is nw superly painful...& nw only God can comfort his & d family's heart...

So fast nw d 3jan...tis morn gt awaken by a call frm a fren.."partiban"... he wants to meet me up b4 going off to Unimas in sarawak next week... well, is good to meet up wit long time no c fren

do any1 know y d fever wont go altot keep on take medic?

appreciation

thx chai 4d 100plus..she's really caring..nw im recovering...no mr pain in throat...bt fever

everything new

New year.. new life.. new transformation..new beginning